hello freedom !
Oh my God, i cannot believe how good freedom feels 
I have no obligations, no strange feelings when I go out, no nothing.. i am free to feel good. I sometimes get scared because of too much freedom, but it’s ok.
Untill some weeks ago i was still sad that it was over. 6 years.. a lot of time. But i’m totally over, so over i asked him to move out. I decided he can stay and we can live toghether but it’s not possible. I may want to be with someone, he might find someone and it will be to strange to live with the ex.. I mean.. c’mon!
We talked and he seems to be very sad and upset. I’m sorry for him but i cannot live like this forever. What happens if let’s say we have lovers and we fight? We come back to the ex to talk… how will the other one feel? Like crap, i tell you.
I like to be free… and for that i need to live alone. He can’t understand, fine.. but at least he can respect that.
Money… we both have them but i prefer to pay my own taxes and everything and be alone for a while. It’s such a nice feeling, being free..
I like blogging, i like to sit at the computer for hours and code a site, i like to be so into photoshop i won’t eat for hours… I like to stay out until morning (yes, i have the energy of 100 persons…). I like to take the car and drive for hours, i like to come home and find my dog jumping up and down…
I hated it when i was working and he wanted to go out. I hated it when I was mad with some css code and he got upset there was no food.. I hated it when I felt like going out and he was busy playing Need for Speed..
This is living… this is great. I know i will one day feel the need to wake up near someone, but now i’m happy this way. It may be because after 6 years i can literally do whatever it pops in my mind.
Life is beautiful. I wish everyone could see this. Enjoy it while you can, it’s worth it.
