http://adryblog.net Thu, 21 Aug 2008 15:39:14 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en oh my god.. my friend went home to Romania today and left me all alone.. he had some problems and had to go back :| i'm scared to death. I don't trust anyone, i still get lost on the streets and i only have my laptop to keep me company :D He ... http://adryblog.net/im-alone-in-italy/ :)  hello from Italy, i've been busy for quite some time now and i've been missing in action :D I came to italy 3 weeks ago, to work. I work in a factory in shifts, it's very tireing, plus i have the other job, a night job i had previously and ... http://adryblog.net/im-in-italy/ I borrowed this expression a bit. I find a lot of truth in it. I noticed how black thoughts go through my mind when my soul and mind are in an idle status. I am depressed and can't think of anything else but how bad i feel and how i need ... http://adryblog.net/an-idle-soul-is-the-devils-playground/ We just had a fight. We had two too different opinions so we managed to annoy eachother. I ran home, thinking I would change my clothes and go for a drink. Unfortunately, i didn't have the time to do the laundry and I only had a short skirt and a very ... http://adryblog.net/but-you-cant-fight-the-pleasure/ I was feeling alone. I was bored with myself, bored of life, bored of monotony.. I wanted something else. I almost prayed that something would happen, something... interesting. Something that would turn my world around. The hot weather and the thin aer didn't help. I was feeling tense. School was over ... http://adryblog.net/sexpectations/ I have to vent again, i feel better after i write about what i feel, it's like talking to a best friend, indirectly. It's strange how i feel right now. I feel like i want it, but i'm not sure i need it.. i would like for it to last, there ... http://adryblog.net/do-i-want-it-or-do-i-need-it/ So.. it is totally over. It's time to move on. i can't say i am not sorry, of course i am, 6 years is a heck of a lot of time. It was a pain to think that we are not toghether anymore, but heck.. it happens. So.. i stopped, cried.. then focused. ... http://adryblog.net/stop-cry-then-focus/ Oh my God, i cannot believe how good freedom feels :D I have no obligations, no strange feelings when I go out, no nothing.. i am free to feel good. I sometimes get scared because of too much freedom, but it's ok. Untill some weeks ago i was still sad that it ... http://adryblog.net/hello-freedom/ Damn, i'm tired. I'm tired of no sleep and of somewhat stress. I wish i would go to sleep and wake up saturday afternoon. Then my exams would have passed :D I'm aslo tired of trying to hard. I am happy because this is who i am, but sometimes i force ... http://adryblog.net/damn/ I don't feel so good... i have a lot of work at my job, i do the tasks of my ex too, since he works in the same place as i do and he also has a second job, and i have a pretty good heart and help as i ... http://adryblog.net/busy/