do i want it or do i need it?
I have to vent again, i feel better after i write about what i feel, it’s like talking to a best friend, indirectly.
It’s strange how i feel right now. I feel like i want it, but i’m not sure i need it.. i would like for it to last, there are to many coincidences and it is almost to nice to be true. I am a positive thinker and i’d like to think it would be almost as in the happy end movies.
I bleed inside, i miss the anxiety and the shivers, i still have them sometimes and this is what scares me the most.
I like to see the smile, i likem to feel the touch, i love to hear the voice.
I like it that i feel alive.
Why can’t it be a little more simple.. ?
